Sunday, May 30, 2010


Friday, May 28, 2010

good news: and english camp is over~~~

time to work on mystery cosplay now!

bad news: gained like 4 kilos in May ;_; and im oficially the fattest/heaviest i have ever been in my life!

this month has just been so stressful ;_; ever since we got back from golden week it's been non-stop work on english camp (including meetings and stuff), my chuden test (which i passed! yes!), DVD authoring for my international course kids, researching flights, researching jobs for when i get back to CA, boxing crap, throwing away crap, being guilt-tripped into going out all the time cause people are like, "but you're going home soon! we gotta hang out!" which meant: NO GYM TIME AT ALL THIS MONTH! ARG!! even tonight i'm going out to be fattened up by some teacher buddies.

if you go to facebook you can see all the pictures (and a video) my friend uploaded (at least i think you can... he might have disabled viewing to friends of friends) but i look so freaking horrible! especially in the picture with me in pink cat ears, me in my medusa cosplay and in the video i'm wearing this baggy t-shirt but it totally looks like i have a pot-belly!

complete and utter self-image dissatisfaction.


at least i have cosplay + repatriation as weight loss motivation! and good thing i have longer hair now to hide behind >_>

Thursday, May 20, 2010

omg i can't listen to anymore ;_;

when the heck did this happen?!

curse you, CBS radio for being unavailable from my current location! i guess it can join FOX in that respect grrrrrr...

at least 106 kmel still works lol

Monday, May 17, 2010

super busy with english camp stuff!

pictures in the meantime~ not even going to explain lol.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

got warrior to lvl 75 today ^^

glad i was able to do it before they changed the cap to 99 ^^

and i think i'll be naming my new ff14 miqote "Janaan Zubaidah"

lots more here:
Golden Week 2010 Pictures!

... and a video~

... and here are Pictures from Justin~

Saturday, May 1, 2010

shopping spree!

i spent very literally the whole day biking around enjoying yet another saturday off. (no practice again because the other members have been super busy with life ;_;)

anyway i convinced myself that i was shopping for the izu vacation in 2 days ^^ the boring stuffs i got for myself: a floofy floral skirt, comfy foam shoes, a radical t-shirt, a pair of gold-toned earrings, and a whole lot of crane game prizes >__>

also, my VN kid's 7th bday is coming up and he asked me for a beyblade set!

i was like, 'man, you got it.' cause beyblade is pretty fun lol. at one of my high school's cultural festivals last fall, one class' theme was 'kiddie toys' like kendama, ringtoss, some other traditional stuff, and BEYBLADE! there was one kid in the class who was like the beyblade champion. he had been beyblading since the phonomenon came out (some 8 or so years ago) and owns like 50 of these beyblades. he has this extreme performance-enhancing glove and everything lol.

anyway, i hope he'll be happy with P_Serpent_SW145SD and B_Phoenix_135MS.

i've decided that i shall spoil him with more beyblades if he asks me for more lol. there are only a few more weekends left until i have to part with him forever! ;_; blah i shouldnt think about it so much just yet XD