Friday, May 28, 2010

good news: and english camp is over~~~

time to work on mystery cosplay now!

bad news: gained like 4 kilos in May ;_; and im oficially the fattest/heaviest i have ever been in my life!

this month has just been so stressful ;_; ever since we got back from golden week it's been non-stop work on english camp (including meetings and stuff), my chuden test (which i passed! yes!), DVD authoring for my international course kids, researching flights, researching jobs for when i get back to CA, boxing crap, throwing away crap, being guilt-tripped into going out all the time cause people are like, "but you're going home soon! we gotta hang out!" which meant: NO GYM TIME AT ALL THIS MONTH! ARG!! even tonight i'm going out to be fattened up by some teacher buddies.

if you go to facebook you can see all the pictures (and a video) my friend uploaded (at least i think you can... he might have disabled viewing to friends of friends) but i look so freaking horrible! especially in the picture with me in pink cat ears, me in my medusa cosplay and in the video i'm wearing this baggy t-shirt but it totally looks like i have a pot-belly!

complete and utter self-image dissatisfaction.

/sigh

at least i have cosplay + repatriation as weight loss motivation! and good thing i have longer hair now to hide behind >_>

5 comments:

Bakudannar said...

lol don't lose control haha

Stephen said...

I thought having a gut was one of the Chuden test requirements... :-D

ジャスティン said...

YES! English Camp is done! WOO! Now the countdown begins, for me at least.

Well, you know what they say about cameras. They add 10 pounds. Anyway, you can get it down this month, especially with the outdoors, river, woods day(s) in Toyota! =P

neoPootling said...
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neoPootling said...

i hella thought of that chuden pot-belly thing after i wrote this post lol

and man i'm so ready for outdoorsy weekend. i'm soooooo gonna try to catch a fish with my bare hands! we should all do it!